I'm his dream girl. He's making me his one & only.
I hate Winter so fucking badly. There can't be any worse season in the whole entire world than fucking Winter. Monsoon weather can be dealt with easily however, Winter can live in the centre of my asshole for all I care. Fucking piece of shit weather. My fingers hurt from the cold. ):
Anyway, it's been a while since I've blogged because nothing really interesting's been happening I guess.. Apart from.. Annie's life.. Fucking cunt. She hooked up with 4 guys the second time we went clubbing while I only got 1 but it's not like I wanted any other. Third time she gets 3 & I still sit on 1.. Again not that I wanted any other. Got my eye on him the whole night 'cos he is fucking perfection on legs. Oh well, Annie settles for anything - even Indians. *Not that it's a bad thing but like you know.. Blame it on Clara I guess.
So I entered into Mounties Talent Quest & I'm in the semi-finals. Friday's the night (:
ANYWAY, I CAN'T TYPE ANYMORE. FINGERS ARE FROZEN. GAAAAHAS.
Lovelove, Wei.
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
Monday, May 4, 2009
i keep second guessing myself
Sorry for the lack of blog entries but I've been caught up living the good life.
Not quite.
A messy break up with my long time boyfriend Steven, which still isn't quite over. I'm not sure how to explain it but there are still the constant phone calls & regular texts. I'm confusing, I know.
I have my homework & assignments I have to catch up on & the transfer of campuses which I am really really praying will happen. I don't want to waste another year doing something stupid just to achieve one piece of fucking paper which says I've completed my year 12. God, please help me out & make it happen.
My Dad's pissing me off again. He'd say to me when I was younger, "When you turn 18, you can do anything you want & I won't give a shit", well that doesn't seem to be the situation now. I had no curfew before I turned 18 but now I fucking well do. Perfect. Fucking hypocrite. Fucking bastard. I'm restricted from going to the City. No more "discos" & no more coming home at 9am the next morning.. But I'm a rebel & I'll do whatever the fuck I want. Fuck the abuse. I'm tank & I'll kill that bitch.
Ah whatever..
I guess it's been a few rough weeks but I'm trying my best to keep my chin up & rape this shit. Can't waste time sulking. Got my life to live.
Update soon.. When all my problems turn upside down & inside out & life seems even more impossible to live.
Not quite.
A messy break up with my long time boyfriend Steven, which still isn't quite over. I'm not sure how to explain it but there are still the constant phone calls & regular texts. I'm confusing, I know.
I have my homework & assignments I have to catch up on & the transfer of campuses which I am really really praying will happen. I don't want to waste another year doing something stupid just to achieve one piece of fucking paper which says I've completed my year 12. God, please help me out & make it happen.
My Dad's pissing me off again. He'd say to me when I was younger, "When you turn 18, you can do anything you want & I won't give a shit", well that doesn't seem to be the situation now. I had no curfew before I turned 18 but now I fucking well do. Perfect. Fucking hypocrite. Fucking bastard. I'm restricted from going to the City. No more "discos" & no more coming home at 9am the next morning.. But I'm a rebel & I'll do whatever the fuck I want. Fuck the abuse. I'm tank & I'll kill that bitch.
Ah whatever..
I guess it's been a few rough weeks but I'm trying my best to keep my chin up & rape this shit. Can't waste time sulking. Got my life to live.
Update soon.. When all my problems turn upside down & inside out & life seems even more impossible to live.
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